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[04 Jan 2005|09:25pm] |
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Hey, I have felt somthing really deep latly, and I dont mean, nvm. I have found somthing out. I found out I lost one big thing in my life and everything has come crashing down. I guess its not really stephen dumping me was the problem, it was more of the affects of it. I mean... my life came crashing down by the single words of one person. I mean, I knew it was going to happen but, why so soon? Why did everything eles die???? Frig... times I just wanna die...
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[22 Dec 2004|01:23am] |
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Tonite was Fun... Lol where to being. It was really an amazing night. It was Michael's Birthday. We had a really good time lol. At least I did ~.^ lol.. It was fun we watched movies and played pool, though I didnt beacause I dont know how lol ^.^, Steven is good though lol. So is alot of ppl. Lol. We watched ummm... lemmi think, bourn supremicy, White Chicks and hum.. I dont remeber... OH YEAH I, Robot. I only seen the end though lol. In the begining of bourn supremicy Cat and Michelle Left... lol ( This is where I start talking about the wierd... )
Any ways lol... The night aws fun. Well yesterday lol its like 1 am lol. I wish somone would go on lol. I wanna know what was there obsession for lol. Oh well. I am getting tierd. Cyaz
~Ari ^.^
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[21 Dec 2004|11:21am] |
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Fine be mean... just cuz u font have any feelings as u say, I do thank u very much... :( aw man... life is starting to suck again. O well... Michaels party is today if I can go it sould be fun lol... I dont really have much to say... I'll go
~Ari
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[19 Dec 2004|06:11pm] |
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Hey all havent been writing much becuz I have been working on my new website lol. Itw www.freewebs.com/rainonthesidewalk lol. I need a host I would try alot harder to get it done and shit... I wanna do somthing I am sooo bored. I made a mix cd 2day lol. I am listing to songs on my comp though lol. I started to download music. I am ganna go lol update webbie
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[16 Dec 2004|08:33pm] |
Talking to stephen on speaker. It reminds me of things. A) he asked me to go to seans and that makes me remeber things.... I remeber so many things. I remeber after we kissed I layed my head on his chest and heard him breathing. now I can hear him breathing on speaker. I miss that friday night. Befor everything went wrong oh well... I liked him alot there and everyone is right. You dont know what u got till its gone. I miss it all... I miss the warmth oh well... when he reads this I am going to be so :$ (think MSN SINGS)
Today was secret santa mo was really nice with it. He got me lifesavers (like a 6pack thingy) and chocolate and made me a kewl sing thingy. Also Ariel got me thoughs jell braclet thingys there kewl... I love it all. I got ariel somthing for secret santa I hate thoughs things but it was really kewl. Every one was happy for a split second. Tommorow will be good. Its the school dance and greenboro though I dont have no one to go with it doesnt matter.
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[15 Dec 2004|04:59pm] |
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huh... only updating cuz Stephen told me too I dont even have that much too say.. Oh well.. My last update was really random...
Ok with 2day... I tryed to be nice and happy but steven and sean just pissed me off.... god.. they have to make life harder for me. Not so much sean as steven... FUCK OFF LEAVE ME ALONE! I DONT CARE!!! Any who... Then sean asked me if a hug from stephen would make it any better. I just sat there. I didnt wanna give my answer well... cuz... it would have made me look stupid. I would want a hug... from him yeah... but it would make me cry cuz... oh never mind... like... seriously what dose it matter that I havent got a hug since cat ( and that was pitty...) oh well... dosent mean shit dose it now? Life sucks... It will get better but life sucks sooo bad right now... Oh well.. I will try and act happy tommorow better then I did today.. Oh yeah... I GOT AIM!!! HAPPY!!! If u have AIM add me especially If I dont know u lol... always loving to meet new pppl..
My weekend was sooo boring it consisted of me talking to Stephen till 1 am all the time and playing the guitar ( I learned Walkie Talkie man and wish you where here) but most of u know that already..
Ho hum... iono what I am gonna eat 2day... I might not cuz there is A) no point ) nothing too eat and C) too lazy... Oh well... I dont have much HW tonite... but still.. I g2 get a secret santa gift for ariel though I dont wanna do stupid secret santa anymore... I dont even know what the hell I am gonna get her oh well... cyaz!
~Ari and Confused Soul
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